I choose to think that
everything that happens to me is here to teach me something. So, what is cancer
teaching me? It’s beyond hope, it’s about having faith.
I trust in the universe that
everything is going to work out and be okay, no matter what. I won’t always
understand but I can be sure that “God draws straight with crooked lines.”
Even in the darkest moments
of cancer, my faith has given me an overwhelming sense of peace that sometimes
I don’t even understand. Yes, the needles, surgery, and chemotherapy are scary,
to be sure, but there’s an overriding peace that I feel in the undercurrents of
my soul. Perhaps it’s the Holy Spirit, moving through me, transforming me into
a better version of myself.
I talk to God all the time. I
pray throughout the day. I pray for myself. I pray for others. Sometimes, I say
prayers from the book, Illuminata: A
Return to Prayer, by Marianne Williamson. Believe me, she is one pray’in
woman! She has the most beautiful prayers for almost everything. The book is
such a delight! I keep it on my nightstand.
I’m in constant conversation with
Him and this has indeed helped me on my walk with breast cancer. I have faith that
God walks right beside me and holds my hand every step of the way.
I have faith that I’m already
healthy and already healed.
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